Sunday, 7 July 2013

St. Thomas and my faith

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          tXmaÇolmbpsS hnizmk{]Jym]\w tbml.20.24þ29 \mw ZÀin¡p¶p. Hcp sIm¨p Ipªns\t¸mse IÀ¯mhnsâ ap¼n ]nSnhmin \S¯p¶ Çol. Aht\mSp IqsS acn¡msa¶p ]dªv _m¡n Çol·msc iàns¸Sp¯nb X\n¡v Kpcp {]Xy£s¸SsX t]mbXnepÅ k¦Shpw hminbpamWv, I­p am{Xta hnizkn¡pIbpÅp F¶p ]dbp¶ Çolmbn Is­¯pI. ss__nÄ ]ÞnX·mÀ tXmambpsS hnizmk {]Jym]\s¯ hymJym\n¡p¶Xv hnizmk¯nsâ  aq¶p Xe§fn \n¡p¶hsc kqNn¸n¡m\mWv. ASbmf§Ä tXSp¶ hnizmkw, ssÇloIhnizmkw, hnizmknIfpsS kaqlamb k`bpsS hnizmkw.
          ImWpIbpw ssIhbv¡pIbpw sNbvXÃmsX hnizkn¡pIbnÃsb¶v \nÀ_Ôw ]nSn¡p¶ tXmamÇolm ASbmf§fpw sXfnhpIfpw tXSp¶hcpsS hnizmks¯bmWv kqNn¸n¡pI. AÛpX§Ä tXSn hnizmknIfpsS \o­ \nc [ym\tI{µ§nte¡v CSn¨pI Ibdp¶Xpw, hnizmks¯  kz´w Imcy km[y¯n\p th­n am{Xw ImWpIbpw sN¿p¶  C¶s¯ kaql¯n ssZhhpambn Bgtadnb hyàn _Ôw Øm]ns¨Sp¯n«pÅhÀ F{Xt]cps­¶v Bß]cntim[\bv¡v hnt[bamt¡­XmWv. Fsâ PnhnX¯nse IjvS¸mSpIfnepw, thZ\Ifnepw, {]bmk§fnepw Ft´ \o ]pdw Xncnªv \¡p¶psh¶v Nn´n¡p¶ Hcp hnizmknbmImsX, F¦nepw Fsâ CjvSaà \nsâ CjvSw F¶n \ndthds« F¶v {]mÀ°n¨ Cutimsbt¸mse ssZhhpambn  ASp¯ hyàn_Ôw hfÀ¯nsbSp¡m³ \ap¡v km[n¡Ww. s]klmXncp\mfn\v Ah³ sPdpkteanembncp¶t¸mÄ {]hÀ¯n¨ ASbmf§Ä I­v hfsct¸À Ahsâ \ma¯n hnizkn¨p. CutimbmIs« Ahsc hnizkn¨nÃ. ImcWw AhÀ ASbmf§Ä I­XpsIm­v am{XamWv Ah\n hizkn¨Xv.
          c­mas¯ hnizmkw ssÈloIamb hnizmkamWv. CutimbpsS ap¶n ]nW¡¯nsâ `mhhpambn \n¶ tXmaknt\mSv AhnSp¶v {]Xy£s¸«v ]dbp¶p: \nsâ hnc  ChnsS sIm­phcnI! AXns\m¶pw apXncmsX IÀ¯mhns\ I­am{Xbn Xs¶ Fsâ IÀ¯mhpw ssZhhpw \o X¶bmWv F¶v Gäp ]dbp¶ tXma. tXmamÇolmbpsS A\p`hn¨pÅ hnizmkw ssÈloI ]n´pSÀ¨pÅ sXfnhpIqSnbmWv. AXpsIm­mWv tbml¶m³ Çol teJ\¯n ]dªphbv¡p¶Xv.   ""BZnapX D­mbncp¶Xpw R§Ä tI«Xpw kz´w I®psIm­v kq£n¨v ho£n¨Xpw ssIsIm­p kv]Àin¨Xpamb Pohsâ hN\s¯¸än R§Ä Adnbn¡p¶p''(1tbml1,1). 
          I­p hnizkn¨ Çol·mcpsS hnizmks¯¡mfpw t{ijvTamWv ImWmsX hnizkn¡p¶sX¶(20,29)  CutimbpsS hmKvZm\w k`ma¡fmb \ap¡v hnizmk¯n \ne\n¡m³ iàn ]Icp¶XmWv. Cu hnizmkamWv amt½mZokmbneqsS \½p¡v ]IÀ¶p \ÂIs¸Sp¶Xv. Cu ss{IkvXh hnizmk¯n Pohn¨hcpw Pohn¡p¶ \½fpw hcm³ t]mIp¶ XeapdIfpw `mKys¸«XmWv.  Hcp ss{IkvXh\mbn, It¯men¡\mbn, P\n¨Xn \½Ä  F{X `mKyhm·mÀ. tbip k`bneqsS X¶n hnizkn¨hÀ¡v \nXyPnh³ \ÂIm³ C¶pw kzbw A¸ambn Xs¶Xs¶ iq\y\m¡n \½nte¡v Cd§n hcp¶ B ssZh¯n Rm³  ]qÀ®ambn hnizkn¡p¶p F¶v A[cwsIm­v  Gäv ]dbm\v Ft´ \½p¡n¶v km[n¡msX t]mIp¶p.
          hnizmk¯n\v a§te¡p¶ Cu B[p\nI ImeL«¯n "A§n hnebw {]m]n¡p¶Xphsc Fsâ Bßmhv AkzØamIp¶p' F¶v ]dª AKkvXot\mknsâ hm¡pIÄ \t½mÀ½n¡mw. ssZhsa Fs¶ \o \n\¡mbv krjvSn¨p F¶ At±lw ]dbpt¼mÄ \mw Xncn¨dntb­ henb kXyw CXmWv. F¶pw A[c¯n AWbp¶hsâ k¯bpsS `mKamWv Cu Rm\pw Cu kÀÆ {]]©hpw.
           {]Xymin¡p¶h e`n¡psa¶pÅ Dd¸pw ImWs¸Sm¯h D­v F¶pÅ t_m[yhpamWv hnizmkw F¶v sl{_mb teJ\w 11,1  ]dbp¶p. X·qew hnizmk¯n\v sXfnhpIÄ tXSp¶Xv Ahnizmk¯nsâ sXfnhmWv. sXfnhpIfm am{Xw t_m[ys¸Sp¶h hnizmk¯nsâ hnjbaÃ. AXpsIm­v tXmakv ÇolmbpsS ZpIvdm\ Xncp\mÄ BtLmjn¡p¶ \½p¡v  Cu hnizmk hÀj¯n ssZh¯n ASnbpd¨ hnizmkapÅhcmbn amdmw. ASbmf§Ä tXSp¶ hnizmknbmImsX ssZhlnX¯n\v Xs¶ Xs¶ ]qÀ®ambn kaÀ¸n¨ A{_ml¯nsâ a¡fmImw.
         

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Kavitha of Bro. Samson Eluvathingal published in the Parish Bulletin

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